the last day =)

finally....

my working days ended with smiley=)

8 days separately during the malay's puasa period...

my dear weekends and weekdays..

contributed to Kajang Textile and Fashion~

but wanna thank huihui's mummy and daddy^^

both of them are cute and nice~

and her dear brother...KeeHiangChuan!

kakacaucau d people~

talked about nonsense more than introducing his daddy's baju~

well...i learnt quite a lot about malay's traditional fashion~

at least i knew what's the differences between baju kurung biasa and baju kurung pahang lah XD

hmm...something frustating me..

problem occured between us..

and there's a crack in our friendship...

i'm scaring...our distance will get far in future...

perhaps I think too much..or maybe it was just a wrong guess...

but dunno why...the conversation between us is getting shorter and shorter...

for now..the only thing that relating us is our job in SJ...

but what will happen if some day we have no relation with SJ anymore?

means we also gonna lose the relation between us?

i'm stressed...really very stressed...

many people who were out of situation said i had changed...

changed to someway negative...

I would like to say sorry to someone...for my bad temper...

really dunno why i'll lost control and everything just burst out like a volcano~

but seriously...non of you all can understand the way I felt...

for you all...it's my duty and my own business if i was too busy and stressed with my works and jobs...

tones of duties and responsibilities and I need to balance myself for all the time...

I am tired of pretending a fake smile and act like it's not a big deal if your guys take my words as joke and laugh happily without caring my feel...

I really dunno how to speak with your guys...

stress and pressures are pushing me to the end of corner...

I need a rest to release myself from the current situation...

just hope after the holiday...our friendship will back to normal...

i really hope so...