Again

Again.

Jobs, Duties, Responsibilities...

crowding in our heart and mind..again.

just like what we had learnt and done before..

yeah. the flashback is starting. again.

Guys. I'm so sorry. Especially to dear pengerusi.

I really mean it..

Dunno why. I was so...confused?

first in my life. After 16+ years.

I thought i was the only one.

facing all the stresses and stupid talks with adults.

Well it seems like there are more 17 years old teenagers out there are facing the problem with mine.

At least i'm not alone.

But maybe mine will be more serious.

i'm "creating" stress. not releasing it.

Yeah, i realized it after talked with biby and jia.

Sorry. for showing the "unwilling" face.

Maybe I have no more strength to continue all those stuffs.

Maybe, I need to be tougher and stronger.

I thought i'm tough enough.

But now. I knew that was a false statement.

6 more months to go. To stop doing all those jobs.

10 more months to go. To face the sucks EXAM.

1 more year to go. To set my soul free.

But we never imagine how's life will be, after graduation.

It was just the first week of 2010, but now..

I'm collapsing..don't ask for my recent situation.

It's sucks. And i'll face it by my own.

cause we should prepare to face the real world out there. soon.

somewhere nobody will help you for nothing.

Ahuh. My brain has changed the way to think.

Hopefully......

it will be a better way.