Asking nothing?

Yeah. I am asking the reason for everything.

Cause I believe that things happen for their own reason and in their own way.

But things in my world happen disorderly now,

Am I the only one who's facing the problem?

Sometime taking the first step ain't easy at all,

especially when you need to do it alone.

Why I am the one who always need to be in the high-way life?

thanks for the expectations and praises, it really contributes a lot to a narrower mind of thinking,

or sometimes it wasn't my thinking at all!

No one knows what I feel when I was forced to face the true world,

earlier than the same-age teenager need to be,

some more in the way of self-settlement.

Ya, we do need a planning for our future,

but others always better than mine,

at least someone will plan for them and no much worry for that.

Kinda miserable now, after recalled my memories about roads I've taken to continue my life as a student, a daughter, a junior or a senior.

I like to ask question now, to my brain, inside myself,

keep on asking questions that have no answers returning back,

is it necessary to plan and grab every chance?

or I am the only one who is necessary to do these?

Do not hope to be mummy's burden anymore,

Hope to get a scholarship to further my study,

but not too fast like this, what I have is just a simple wish,

End my study life, at least as a degree holder.

But when people's enjoying, I'm vexing,

What kind of life is this?

THE BEST WORDS TO COMFORT MYSELF:

STOP THINKING SO MUCH LAH, STUPID. Done.