Finally, Tears Dropped

Finally, tears dropped.

After so many years, months and days,

I still thought that I was strong,

or independent enough to live in my world,

in my way without caring what's happening out there, but then, finally, I realized I'm really not that strong to face everything.

Smiles, laughs and jokes,

are the ways I used to be to pretend myself,

to be the one that looks perfect,

and flawless in everything.

Perhaps genuineness and hardworking are not enough yet, people always ask for more,

no matter how hard I try,

no matter how tough to reach there.

I've won something that could make her proud,

something that I've tried for so long time,

and had grabbed every single chance,

to lessen her burden,

but people never satisfy,

you will ask for more,

and there will be no boundary,

that's the fact.

Everyone's stressed and pressured,

but releasing it out to others is not the best way.

Since when I have played role as a sponge?

Good in absorption, but not in releasion.

Things crowded in my mind for days or maybe months,

maybe I'm the one who think a lots,

or perhaps think too much.

Despite how tough life is,

I'm glad there's still a small little space,

reserved permanently in my deep core side, he will be there, supporting me,

sedating me, loving me,

will always stay in my dream,

and tell me how much he loves me,

and I want you to know,

I love you too, Daddy.