Bad day

True happiness comes from within yourself, not from someone else. Don't make the mistake of waiting someone or something to come along and make you happy.

There's a point where you'll start to realize and understand, after things have passed in it's own way and time. Then you'll be glad, for making the right decisions, or vice versa. I'd made right and wrong both. Somehow making the wrong one makes me feel so guilty and it's killing me like seriously as the same thing keep on crossing over my mind again and again. Out of sudden I feel like every single human beings are selfish, greedy, self-centered, and it's impossible to get someone right. I'm not sure it's correct or not to think in this way. People hope to get something in return as reward after everything they've done, or maybe the initial motive is always to get something from someone. It's too hard and rare to get one that would never ask something from you, other than family and some of the really best and close friends I guess. I shouldn't trust anyone else that much again, not even a little bit I afraid cause when you wished for a small tiny dream and someone just blew it off, that's more hurt than spreading salts on wounds. That's why I love my family and besties that much, I know they'll always be the best and the ones who truly care for me. From here you'll know who'll be the one to stay forever by your side, and who will be just like anyone else dropping by awhile in your life with a passenger pass. Girls, let's get used to this with a smile on your face, life's always getting better when you're smiling :)

It's my mistakes for anticipating someone to replace someone else,

I should have known earlier, no one can be like you.

Ahh, silly me.